Am I getting punished?
Was this something I've asked for?
Was it that Im living too blindly?
They say God never let us suffer more than we can handle
Then why do I feel like giving up
Why do I feel so hopeless
Why do I feel so deserted
Maybe God didnt prepare me enough for this
Maybe I wasnt chosen after all
Maybe I was one of the least..
Maybe I was aiming too high that It hurts so much now that I've fallen
Prophesies must be mistaken..
I must have aimed too much
Must have risked too many
Im so scared
Of what tomorrow will be
Of the choices that I dont have..
Of the damage that will be inflicted
How will I live now...
With all these fear..?
Should i just go..
And accept my defeat?
Tell me...please
Cause everything had failed
Every mind had changed
And Every decisions were wrong..
 lefnech · Tue Mar 27, 2018 @ 11:37pm · 0 Comments |
