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i said "i need you but you turned my offer away"...

i said "i love you but you just ignored what i said"...

then...

when i was with another girl...

you said you needed me more...

cuz your boyfriend left you and no one comforts you now...

now its my turn to turn it down...

after months...

i turned emo...

cuz my girlfriend left me and saw you raidiant as ever...

then i walked to you but then i saw you were with another guy...

i said to myself seems our hearts are never for each other...

many times i tried suicide but when i closed my eyes all i see is you...

so i decided to wait for you...

but for months of lonelyness and darkness...

we meet again...

you just broke up with him and we met...

then i asked you to have a talk with me...

then i said "do you still have feelings for me?"

you didn't answer...

i didn't hesitate of loving you anymore....

i ended the feeling...

and now i'm staying at darkness where pain is all you feel...

please comment me about it... biggrin

today i turned EMO...why cuz my life sucks and i feel that no one loves me...
my heart got broken twice now... crying ...this is not about britain...its my crush in my school...she not that popular...she just doesn't like me....anyways this is a very personal matter so ill not share with you the details... twisted

its been two years since i put something in my journal and this was really a bummer...
so i met a girl in alabama (i think) her name is britain.i met her in the rally game...
anyway i tried to race with her but she said that she wasn't a good racer so i stopped bugging her about races.. sad