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Is This The End?

Why…why did she have to leave me on that day? Doesn’t she know that she made it harder for me to be happy? What a wonderful present she gave me on that day. She gave me my heart in a million pieces. Crushed into dust so that it can never be whole again. I need to be happy but I can’t. I was happy with her. She was my life! And when she left she took it with her. What can I do to get her back? I love her so and I need her now. She is the only one who can save me now. I’m ready to jump. I look to see if she’s there. I see no one. If I jump I will hurt only for an instant. Then there will be no more pain. Will she save me? Or will she stumble upon my remains at the bottom of this cliff. I pray to god that she catches me. I take one step and start to fall… Will she grab my hand to save me?