Mood: Lonely
Music: I dare you - Shinedown
So... As many of my close friends know I don't do well when I'm lonely..
I don't know, maybe it's because I just got done spending 8 days straight with two people I really care about.. I was constantly with someone, constantly loved.. Maybe that's why I'm feeling so ******** down right now.. I miss my friends, and I miss waking up to sweet little kisses.. D: And mind you I've only been away from them for.. Two days? Yes, but it feels so much longer..
Today I was kicked off the computer, and then proceed to be kicked off the cell phone. I spent my whole day in my room rotting from the inside. 5, 6 hours went by without any sound. I think I went slightly crazy. I wasn't sad, just lonely. I longed for a hug or a kiss on the cheek.. A few kind words.. But nothing came.
So here I am, 11:30 at night, sneaking on the computer in hopes to find someone on to talk with. Just my luck that as soon as I get on, everyone else gets off. Right? Right.
I'm just sick of feeling so down, sick of this coldness in my chest.. I want to smile again. Stupid? Maybe..
Or maybe it's just pathetic.. Yes, that's it. Pathetic.
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