SHe thinks or i think she thinks. I dont want to get to her. But theres some things i have to do before I go. I'm sayin i love you but i dont want to see you. Heck no. Theres just a few things i have to start and finish before i do go see u. I have to be sure Im gonna be the best man u ever had. Im not gonna ahve it to where we are gonna struggle and fight all the time. I have to do this for me and you. I just have to. You might think that im lyin and this is a way for you to talk to me. But its not. This is how i feel right now. Im not sayin break up or nothing like that. I just have to make sure of these things. I want you to be the happiest woman ever when i come to see you. And make u continue to be happy for the rest of ur life. Not some 2-3 week happiness and turn to find out it was all bullshit. I dont want to be a weak a** man to you. No ******** that. But on my side. I cant leave my mom sad I cant have you happy and my mom sad. I dont kno what the ******** to do. I just need someone to believe me. SO can beleive in myself. Cus right now. I think i woudnt make it. I just need someoneto beleive in me......And noone beleives
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