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And, no, I'm not being a little emo kid and I'm NOT suicidal. Recently I had a weird thought: What would happen if I committed suicide?
I know a lot of people who, when told the news, would stand there in shock. They'd probably say things like, "She was always the happiest, craziest person in the group!" This, of course, is true. Because I'm NOT suicidal. xD
I also know a few people who would secretly be happy that they were rid of me. Honestly. I'm not saying that because "OMG THE WURLD H8S MEEEEE!!!1!" I honestly know people who would go home and throw a party, inviting all the other people who wanted to celebrate. (One of those people being Bill... I HATE YOU!)
Now, to be fair, I know people who would be sad. These people being the theatre troupe. They would probably hang their heads and think about it sadly, while, in the background, the noise of the next group can be heard...
Now, for the part that's going to make me feel self-centered. The ones that would be broken. I know about 3-4 people (I think) who would brake down and cry. I do have best friends, and I know they'd cry for me. They've told me this honestly. How do I know they're being honest? We trust each other to be honest. A few people started crying telling me not to do it. ^-^;;
When I went around asking this question, everyone thought I was going to kill myself. I didn't get any answers but from one person. He told me, "Ash, don't do it. If you do you'll be responsible for two deaths, not one." I was like, woah... Other than that all I got was, "WHY?! Don't do it Ash, you still have reasons to live!" and the whole, "Aaaaaasssshhhhh.... Aaaaaaasssshhhh..." which just made me laugh at how he was saying it. xD
So please, comment this and tell me the honest truth. What would YOU do if I killed myself?
 mskiity · Sat Feb 17, 2007 @ 04:57pm · 3 Comments |
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God, am I tired of all the 9/11 patriotism. I know it's sad that people died. I feel bad for them. But why the hell are we having a moment of silence in schools 5 years later. I can understand the day after, the week after, or even a month after, but 5 YEARS people! Get a grip.
It's officially 22 hours and 56 minutes from the date of 9/11. Why am I STILL recieving chain letters and bulletins asking for another moment of ******** silence?! Isn't one a year enough people? Jesus!
Now, don't get me wrong. It was a terrible thing, people died, blah-di-blah-di-blah, and I feel so sorry for the families of those who died during 9/11. But, in my honest opinion, let's leave the mourning to people who accually knew someone that died, or at least care.
Call me unpatriotic. Call me self-centered. Call me a satanist. I could care less. I am so sick and tired of all the flags around my school, that I put up a flag saying "What about Africa?"
More people have died from starvation than died in 9/11. But do I see a moment of silence for them, and all of their families? No, I don't. Just because they're not American, to hell with them, right? Oh, low and behold when a big-mac eating patriot dies, but screw the starving African children. That makes no sense to me at all. Well, it does, but I don't get how people can feel so patriotic and good about giving silence for lost lives when they won't give one freaking penny to a dying person across seas.
And what about people killed from hate crimes? All the African-Americans, Jews, gays/lesbians, and murder victims? Where the hell is their moment of silence?
9/11 is the day when I am reminded of why I hate this country so. It reminds me of how selfish humans can be, especially some Americans. So please, next year on September 11th give a moment of silence to those forgotton.
((Please forgive all spelling and grammar errors. It is late and I had a long day today.))
mskiity · Wed Sep 13, 2006 @ 06:57am · 2 Comments |
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This is a list of who I have donated to, and what I have given them. This is more a mental list for me than to show people my generosity.
x.paper_flutterby.x: Lichen Tundra Boots
Satanic_Kitten: Bammi Hat
mskiity · Fri Feb 17, 2006 @ 06:54pm · 1 Comments |
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Yes. I have started my questie of DOOM.
As of right now, I have officially started my quest for my very own Devil Tail. I'm going to need all the help I can get, so please feel free to donate ( *Gets on my knees* PLEASE! T.T). I will not go as far as to beg but... I suck at questing! Please, pretty please! Help me out here! T.T
*Regains composure* So, as I was saying. I will not beg, or grovel, or stop this quest. All donators will go into my signature with a BIG "Thank you! ^.^".
mskiity · Wed Jan 25, 2006 @ 12:20am · 2 Comments |
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Thank you very much for your help, it is very much appreciated! These people donated to my present quest for my dream avatar.
- NaiNai Kagoyuchi
- TiPsybaby
- snotsy26
- Celique
- Fallen Demon Goddess
- Priestess-Of-The-Moon
- Misery_Gal1212
mskiity · Sun Oct 16, 2005 @ 05:33pm · 1 Comments |
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Here are some dark poems written by none other than me! This will be kinda long, but oh well!
Your love
Your hands hold knives,
Your face holds hate,
Your eyes lead to the depts of Hell,
Your heart's as black as night,
Which makes it hard to tell,
Whether your love is just for me,
Or if it is a game.
Beat me,
Hate me,
Scar me,
Kill me,
I'll love you just the same.
Alone
I'm all alone,
Nomatter what they say.
I have no one who cares for me,
I should just die to end the pain.
Nobody would even notice,
I was gone forever.
But I wouldn't care,
Because I was all alone.
Love Can
Love can make the world go 'round,
But it can end time too.
Love can bring a person up,
That person isn't you.
Love can make the grass look greener,
But on the other side,
The grass is better,
The grass is nicer,
And that grass never dies.
Love Is Suicide
A wise woman once told me,
That love was suicide.
I laughed at her,
And shoved her off,
And told her that she lied.
And now I'm here before you all,
With a gun in hand.
I wish I had beleived her,
Because now I'd stand.
And as you bury my limp body,
My tombstone should read,
"Love is suicide,
So do it as you please."
Now That I
Now that I stand before you,
Bleeding away the pain,
Are you smiling?
Now that I sit alone,
Crying away the tears,
Are you laughing?
Now that I use this tool,
So that I bleed no longer,
Are you satisfied?
You
You'll be the pain,
You'll be the blood,
You'll be the vein
And the scars,
And the rain.
But you are not the knife,
That shall take my life,
In my own hands,
I die for you.
"You" isn't very good. But I wrote it in two minutes at 2:00 AM. sweatdrop
Well, that's all the dark poetry I have, now here's a personal favorite of mine, that I wrote to get a point across. My friends love it, so here you go you priviledged people!
Noobs
Make my eyes bleed,
Brain turn to mush,
I beg you to go away.
And yet you stay to torment me,
Day after ******** day.
What will it take,
What do I do,
So that you'll let me be?
You beg for gold,
You speak in 1337,
You want to "cyber me".
Just go away,
I hate you so,
I can't stress it enough.
I hate you so,
And always will,
Thank you very much.
Most of the people who have see that poem were acting very noobish at the time. Feel lucky that you're reading it in my journal. stare
mskiity · Mon Aug 29, 2005 @ 02:33am · 3 Comments |
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I am back, and this account has some great things in store! |
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I am now using both mskiity (yes, I changed this account's username) and Princess Kitten. Right now I am trying to change little mskiity's appearance.
This account has no gold, and no items....which leaves me with this chilling challenge: to buy expensive items! -insert evil laughter here- of coarse, there's always MY way...*goes and begs for gold from close friends who owe me* blaugh
mskiity · Mon Jul 11, 2005 @ 11:45pm · 1 Comments |
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