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New job, new hair do....New year. It's going to kick a** this time....Well, at least it better. xd
 WeepingAngelOfDeath · Fri Feb 09, 2007 @ 04:17am · 0 Comments |
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It's burning brighter, I can feel myself coming alive. Don't take my light away, don't put me back in the dark....For the love of God, help me feel something.....Please. I want to feel this light on my skin, the one that doens't burn...Warm my soul, defrost my heart....Help me!
WeepingAngelOfDeath · Wed Dec 06, 2006 @ 08:20pm · 0 Comments |
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So, there is hope after all... |
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Random things and forces throw people together....I know that to be true now. For the longest time after the betrayl I suffered, I....could not think of trying to feel once more. I've drowned in drinking and lies to myself. My eyes still want to shed those tears but I will not break.
I'm stronger than glass and I will NOT give in to that feeling of inadequacy.
I've got my classes, my job, my Jeep, my friends and my family. Those things are keeping me afloat in this world.
The pain that once held me captive in my own body is no longer as strong, the grip is loosening, I'm forgetting about him...Thank God.
As of late there has been a sudden peak of interest towards me. I'm curious as to what people see or think they see. I'm not pretty, I dont' have the best skills, I'm mouthy, I'm bitchy, agressive, bossy, demanding, moody, vengeful and still...There are those that seek to know me better and it sort of frightens me...For I don't know if I can be what they think they see in me or if what's happening is I'm growig up...I'm losing what I usedto be in order to become what everyone else is beginning to see.
Confusion...
I don't know what to do at this crossroads...I need a guiding light...I've found a flickering star...Can it burn bright enough?
WeepingAngelOfDeath · Sun Dec 03, 2006 @ 08:26am · 0 Comments |
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So...You wanna be a rockstar? |
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Actually I don't....But I still want to sing in a heavy metal band...Kind of Like Lacuna Coil....or Within Temptation...Sometihng hard and brutal with etheral lyrics...::sighs:: I need a dman band... crying
WeepingAngelOfDeath · Tue Aug 01, 2006 @ 09:54pm · 0 Comments |
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If there were wishes, hopes and dreams that actually came true.....where would the nightmares rest? Would they live in fear in the dark recesses of the mind or jump out at night and startle you? Or would they wait and bide their time until you are past your prime and kill you off? I don't know...does anyone?
WeepingAngelOfDeath · Sun Jul 02, 2006 @ 02:25am · 0 Comments |
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I finally got a job in town....and it's at Taco Bell...I work nights mostly...so yeah...it could eb worse....don't know how...I'll think of something... dramallama
WeepingAngelOfDeath · Thu Jun 22, 2006 @ 06:06pm · 0 Comments |
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