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Broken Inside
I used to think that Suicide was the answer, but then I found you, and then you left me, so now I cant see, any one but you in my wakeaning, im so lost. Lost without any hope. No one is there any more. So im torn, from the seams. You took my heart; ripped it out, threw it down on the floor and dragged it with your feet and made it bleed. There is a huge hole in my chest where that "Heart" used to be. So babe cat you see? See all the pain you caused me. Im broken up inside, i have no place to hide. Black tears streaming down my face. My hole life I want to erase. So as I cry, I cry so hard, and as I scream, scream so loud no one can hear it. Im broken up, torn inside with no place to hide. Please, come back. No please don't do that. I just want one more of your hugs. I miss you
 Ellies_World_Of_Doom · Mon Dec 22, 2008 @ 02:22am · 0 Comments |
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Lost - Poem
Im lost, and i can't be found im broken and no one is there...to pick up my shattered pieces and i cant escape my own fate and i cant breath im lying underneth all the lies you told me, and i can't escape this hell, im trapped inside. Broken. Its all black, and ushally i would be fine with that. But im brethless as the lies push me down, and im restless as my face is burried in the ground. Yeah im lost and cant be found. Im shattered and you don't CARE. Im BROKEN. All I can do is stare and im worrying that no one is there. So as I fall [yeah as i fall] no one is there.....no one is there! Im LOST and i wont be found and im SHATTERED. Fallen to the ground and I SCREAM. Scream inside and this is not the best way to die. Im Broken, broken up inside. My heart is like barbe wire theres no way inside. As the blood goes down my face. I want so much to escape. Bloody and out of sight. I dont even give you a fight. Im lost and gone forever. Now you will have to deall with my stormy weather.
Ellies_World_Of_Doom · Mon Dec 22, 2008 @ 02:19am · 0 Comments |
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Cancer
Your Love
Seeps through my veins
Like Cancer
So deadly
Uncontrollable
Cant Stop it, It Cant die, I wont let it, I will bring myself closer.
It's addicting, I wont let them put me through Kemo.
I wont let it slip away.
So right here you will stay. Deadly. But thats ok.
I want You with me any way.
Wont need a heart transplant, because I know you wont brake it.
Wont need a blood trans-fushin the cancer wont kill me.
No all I need is you.
Dont need any one else I only care for you.
Your Memory Imprinted into my brain.
Drowning me from the inside out.
The poisen of Cancer seeping through my veins.
My heart is about to burst.
Dont stop, no dont go, stay dont leave, your cancer may be killing me.....
but i thought you needed ME.
Your Cancer
Slowly killing me.
Dead.
~Ellie~
Ellies_World_Of_Doom · Mon Dec 22, 2008 @ 02:18am · 0 Comments |
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