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My mom is the best mom anyone can think of
I've known that my whole life
she has the best kind of heart mother nature has to offer
so when she says that when she can't take any problems anymore and wants to run away from it
I start to cry
just like right now just thinking about it
that's what makes think: even if I'm ????-1993=__ years old, I'm still a daughter needing her mom everyday in case of anything
someone to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, mentor, teacher, and the gaurdian i was destined to have
even through elementary school, i feel like i was an infant in a day care program trying to fit in
now in middle school and later, I'm just a little girl still using her mom's clothes
[I still use her clothe today]
she's teaching me to be independant
just like when she gave birth to Frida, I learned how to take care of infants and I feel like Frida's second mother for how much I take care of her now
but my mom can never teach me to be independant without her
even if my mom is dying of cancer, I still need her
I always will
and just trying to picture my life without her is hell for me
So I will always be and am grateful for a mother like her
Zuleyma may call her the Queen of Hearts and George may call her Malifacent [how ever you spell it] but to me, she is Morticia, I always saw her as Morticia as a child and I still do now, even if she has to wear "formal" clothe now
I loved you since I've been in you, love you now and I will love you forever, mom