hey whats up im in phillidelphia right now chilling with myself its very boring here im visting my aunt its very fun i doubt anyone will even read this lol but its all good see im chilling up here in this room is so peaceful up here i thought id wright on the computer as you know my name is roxas i like that name i suits me my real name is ben but i feel like roxas. Roxas is from kingdom hearts 2 its a good game it is a emotional yet great game it make me feel like i havent got a care in the world the way i feel like roxas is because roxas is layed back allways is a leader to his friends standing up to people but he feels something is missing in his life as hes apart of some big picture but he cant figure out what life is all about ya know i think life should be more fun lol ya know like a movie instead of plain and boring nothing nothing everhappens polotics and everything corrupt cops ******** up familys 2 out of every three kids dont know there father its poop man but i like to think on the bright side of things ive beenin wondering lately is this a dream or reality that we live in idk but ya know you can never tell these days im rambling about nothing as i do all the time idk im always looking for one special girl but tis so hard to find a girl friend who is faithful and nice its very hard there hard to come by also ive been confused with my self lately ever since i came here to philly ive been questioning my self as i often do in my spare time its kinda fun lol i do it all the time thinking of far off places im what you call a dreamer i guess idk but what i do know is life life is pretty easy we get up put on your shoes and get out the door to you job or play with da homies lol but its the same damn s**t all the time i wish something would happen to spice my life up a whole lot idk some adventure that i will never have well i think im gonna go to bed now its 1:24 in the morning so off for now peace
Ben .................................
