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She Knew It Was A Tragedy |
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mood: happily constipated. lol. no, im feeling like being a jackass.
slightly depressed as of the late. it makes me happy when my friends are online.
so get on more damnit!
lol. you would think someone with a friendslist that recently tipped over into the second page would have more people to talk to... jeez.
On a diet, sweating my conderably skinnier a** off, because i work out at school, in phys. ed. Half glad. half sad.
The thing i miss the most during dieting is the macaroni and cheese, and the frequent meals from the local chinese place. their food is so good its downright sinful.
Got my birthday present today, a black and blue guitar. I'm getting lessons soon. It sounds fun.
Thats it for this update.
Bye folks.
 sakura_elyse1 · Thu Feb 01, 2007 @ 01:20am · 0 Comments |
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Lifetime movies, sporadic periods, and sinus colds, oh my!!! |
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As of recently I caught a cold.... a sinus cold, JUst as "tropical storm ernesto" passed over my town by the name of miami (which I might add that I have seen stronger rainstorms then that sad thing).
Ive still got a bit of the sniffles but for the most part it is over. Im so glad. I hate that "sizzle" sound in my head when I blow my nose. It feels like my brain is dieing right as I speak.
So anyway, while I was sick i became oddly addicted to lifetime movies. I would be flipping through the channels and before I knew what it was I became deeply engrossed in a lifetime movie of some sorts. again. and again. and again.
Speaking of unpredictable female processes, I have had a LOT of weird stuff happening with my period recently. Like, I will have it for two days; then three days of peace, then i will have it for one day the four days of peace, and so on and so forth. Yester day i had my period for only one day in a row and today: nothing.
Hah, thats funny I am probably defective or something. nah, nevermind I said that. I have to think positively right? otherwise i'll wind back up in that mess I was in before. I gotta remember the great stuff in life.
I think that I'll wrap this journal up with a pretty cool quote that i like to think of when I feel kind of down.
"Let no day pass without discussing the goodness."
-Socrates.
sakura_elyse1 · Sat Sep 02, 2006 @ 01:22am · 1 Comments |
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I ******** hate the summer. |
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the heat, the allergies, the lack of cold.
everything about it.
i feel like i cant breathe normally!
ugh summer.....
ughh summer.....
ugghh summer.....
uugghh summer.....
uugghhh summer.....
UGHH SUMMER!!!!!
oh my dear god, i despise the summer. let me feel the cool, crisp, solice, and sanctity of my precious winter again. i have learned what i don't appreciate now bring it back, god! I dont just love winter for christmas, i love it for being the opposite of summer!
oh god spare me from my angst and misery.
let it be mid january just once again....
sakura_elyse1 · Thu Jul 13, 2006 @ 01:47am · 0 Comments |
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im cool now everything is ok. exept i am in summer school. because of my emotional problems during the year i kinda failed math.
ah..... thats life.....
i'm planning a huge gaia towns Party/ball/masquerade (havent decided yet) sometime after the fourth of July. I want to do an annual summer, and winter party/ball/masquerade from now on. prolly on the block i live in, 2170.
fun.... w00t.... ^_^
sakura_elyse1 · Sat Jul 01, 2006 @ 05:38pm · 0 Comments |
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bye ponce! ill miss you!
today was my last school day at Ponce De Leon Middle school. and next year i am going to high school. its kinda sad and happy all at once. none of my friends are going to the same high school as me. but i will still keep in touch with them. The best way to describe it, is a statement i made earlier:
"Its like a peice of me died, and then they scraped it all out and replaced that missing peice with something good, but not nearly as good as it was before."
Although i'll do my best to keep in touch i wont see all my friends nearly as often as i have at Ponce. let me just say on last good bye to all of them.
Bye Michael!
Bye Aria!
Bye Emily!
Bye Josh!
Bye Nicole!
Bye Claudia!
Bye Natalie!
Bye Carolyn!
BYE PONCE!!!
sakura_elyse1 · Sat May 27, 2006 @ 03:16am · 1 Comments |
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Well here we go. An actual update on my life. |
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I am still kind of mentally f____ed up. i see a therapist now though. i can't help but get the feeling that she is only there to study me. she doesen't realy say anything to help. just kinda sits there and asks me personal questions. and kinda lets me vent anything. but I feel like if i realy vent what i want to say, then she will label me as a psycho......... i feel kind of boxed in... like there is now way out. and even though i don't realy wan't to cut myself anymore, I can't seem to look in the mirror the same way i used to. I don't hate my life as much as i used to (but i still do) but what my problem is, is that i ate myself. I hate myself so much, i fix my hair without looking in the mirror. and whenever i have to face a mirror, I find myself avoiding eye contact with myself. And when i do look at myself.... I fet a sick feeling and realy down on myself.
I am trying to work on making enough art to start an av edit shop. yep... thats just about the only okay thing in my life.
sakura_elyse1 · Sun Apr 30, 2006 @ 02:11am · 0 Comments |
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More Guinea Pigging..... pwease excuse meh... |
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sakura_elyse1 · Fri Apr 14, 2006 @ 08:37pm · 0 Comments |
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*Runs through the room, closely followed by a pink faerie.*
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"HEY! LINK! WAIT! HEY! HEY! LOOK!"
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"Stop Following Me!!!"
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"LOOK! LINK! WAIT!"
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"STOP!!!"
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"HEY! WAIT! LOOK! HEY! LINK!"
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*runs into a mad dash across the room but the faerie keeps up*
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"LOOK! LOOK! WAIT! LINK! WAIT! HEY!"
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"IF I LET YOU TELL ME WILL YOU LEAVE ME ALONE?!?!?*
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"HEY! LINK! LOOK!"
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"JUST TELL ME!!!"
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"Just hold down the x button and press up to climb ladders like these!"
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"AAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!"
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The End.
sakura_elyse1 · Fri Apr 14, 2006 @ 03:05am · 0 Comments |
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