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This is one of the few times in my life that I can truly say it's good to be back on Gaia. Wow, I'm still in awe of the new lay out...

Now why have I been away you ask? One very very very very bad cold. emo I do not catch colds very often so needless to say I had to cancel the majority of my plans. Today I was greeted by a few friendly emails, most entitled, 'Where are you' or something along those lines. But the best email among them is a new running storyline (rpg). It is funny how something that simple can cheer me up. 3nodding

Ah but I have no time for a real rant right now. I want to go lurk around Gaia. ninja

I feel restless for some reason. It's as if I am secretly searching for something my brain doesn't want to admit my heart desires. Perhaps I want to push off admitting it until well I am not sure. But this feeling I know is one-sided. I will leave it at that and move on.

Man this has been a busy week. But this past Friday reminded me why I never spend time with my mother except for Mother's day and other holidays. She calls me up asking if I want to join her for lunch. Like an idiot I accepted.

"Why hello, you're on time. Here I'd like you to meet Mark. (not his real name) I think you two will have a lot in common. Sorry I cannot stay something came up"

Blah a blind date!? You know you've done something wrong when your mother tries to set you up with one of her lackey's.

Oh well the date wasn't that bad. But, I wasn't that interested in seeing him again.

The time will soon come *drum roll* and I will be the old age of... 23!? crying Oh the horror I feel so old. Heh just joking actually I don't feel any older. Turning 23 really doesn't mean that much to me. stare Yeah so I lived to see anther birthday. It's just anther reason for mommy dearest to suddenly remember she has a daughter. Not that I mind the 5th avenue shopping spree. *shifty eyes* What would you do for a free Prada bag?... gonk

Anyway enough about my birthday. (It's not till the 1st of June you stalkers! scream ) Today is the 30th of May! That's right psycho Sailor Moon fans ... it's Taiki Kou's birthday. Hehe the character I have kinda molded my avy after. Yeah my character's not the most exciting of the group, but (unlike someone...) this character has some depth. Well, about as much as an animated character can have and then some. 3nodding

"My loving of poetry is because in that I can finally let out my pain and experience feelings of gentleness and honesty.
My writing of poetry is because in that I want to finally let out my pain and write down feelings of gentleness and honesty" Taiki Kou ((from "Prologue"Scenario and composition by Tagami Yuu Vocal performance by Tsunoda Narumi ))

Truly a character with some heart. I wore a white rose on my shrug to celebrate. ((Taiki's signature rose is a white... )) Te he anther friend said she did the same. Lol what are the chances! Two Taiki Kou fans for the price of one. Hmmm wait on the subject on of birthday's I should send her something ... she has the same birth date.

Anyway that's all the rant I have ... good night! 4laugh

LyKe OmGeeee ITz tEh w33k3nd!!!111111oneone rofl

Hah! I couldn't help that whee ... Any this has been one hell of a busy week. I am pleased to announce that I have started tutoring more students. This means more money -- but also less free time. Eh as long as I reach my gold, I'm okay with this.

But that's not really what I would like to rant about. This rant is about love. Hah yeah again. The cursed four letter word which has brought nothing but grief to yours truly. Why? 'Cause I am not interesting. Sure I might gone on a date, but I'm not interested in anything serious.

All and all love's fine, as long as it's something you want. If love is forced upon anther it looses that oh so romantic meaning that's enthralled generations of hopeless romantics. Love then becomes a cheap four letter word used to mancipate and hurt others.

Now if I can only convince someone I truly care about that ... all would be right with the world. And one day that person will shine! crying

Patience... I have penalty of patience with the students I tour. Even more when I have to deal with other people. But once I come online and start to RP, those RP characters tend to be impatient. I am also somewhat impatient in other RP threads. Heh honestly don't see the reason to hook up my character with a person who's unwilling to put any effort. scream

I mean if someone isn't going to post in a lets say -- two, three weeks shouldn't they give some type of notice? Does no one care about proper online etiquette? stare

Heh just because your friends with the person online doesn't mean they can read your mind! You have to tell people why. Sometimes with a little detail so the person can understand what you mean. Misunderstandings happen often because people either assume the wrong thing, or forget to give each other the benefit of the doubt. gonk

Blah I'm starting to think more and more about becoming a serious writer. I just can't spend ours online lurking I've got to type or express my feelings in some type of art form. rolleyes talk2hand

I think I have a serious problem -- love. Well more like I've never truly been in love with someone enough to spout that four letter word. It's just that I don't feel like I should have to spout that word to my lover every few seconds. It should be spoken when you 'feel' it. All so the word won't be cheapened any more than it was been. *sigh* confused

My second is heart felt sentiments from out of the blue. Take this for example, I am chatting with on of my offline friends. Than out of the blue this person starts talking about how they 'love' me. Sorry, I've got no patience for overly flowery speeches of amour. What's wrong with a simple 'I love you' and a kiss? gonk

Oh well nothing is simple these days. Blah can't even watch the news anymore without getting depressed. Good grief they make it sound like the worlds already gone to hell. Ah but the world didn't go to hell in a simple hand basket. It went to hell in a Prada bag. xd

Heh well that's it for now. I've got threads to lurk in and people to stalk talk to. ninja

*yawn* I just got on and I'm in a lazy mood. Blah I don't even feel like trying to write, let along rp. Hmmm maybe I'll do some lurking than head to the chatter box. I am not in the moon for a long drawn out discussion about some overly serious topic. What's wrong with mindless bumping anyway -- no I don't want anyone to answer that. gonk

Today wasn't a bad day, yet it wasn't a good one either. sweatdrop I spent the day working on a piano piece and cleaning up around the house. Hmmm, where was I going with this? Oh well it will come to me later. xp

Blah I am annoyed and bored. Unlike most of my friends I can't just sit online for hours on end doing nothing. Blah I have to type something. Trying helps me stay away. It keeps me from dying from boredom. Grr and I see one more crappy fan art pic someone will die -- get yelled at.

At the moment I am rping with a friend on Gaia. She's also fell under the curse of boredom. Hehe this way we'll at least be keeping each other company. Hmmm she's probably PMed me back... goto to go.

Eh nothing special happened today. Just anther boring dull day. Blah I'm not even in the mood to rant. Hmmm well today wasn't a total bore... heh writing wise that is. I was finally able to finish a fantasy tale I had started about a year back. Yeah I know I'm slower than Christmas but oh well. razz