I've notice lately that it seems like I am losing friends more than I am making friends. Oh well.
To be honest, I really don't care. I was brought into this world to live. Not come here and try to make friends, or drop down on my hands and knees to beg for someones forgivenes (shut up 'bout my spelling, i know already). But anyways. I was brought here to live. Thats all.
I don't care if I have like almost half the ******** people on Gaia here hating me. You think if you come up to my face and say, "I don't like you." or "I hate you." or even, "******** off, I don't wanna be your friend anymore."
You think that is gonna hurt me? You think that it will make me cry or mad? You think that if you say that to me, that I will drop to my hands and knees and BEG for you to be my ******** friend again? No. I don't think so. I could care less really. Cause I probably didn't need your ******** a** in the first place. When ever I hear that someone doesn't want to be my friend anymore, or doesn't like me, or even doesn't want to have anything to deal with me anymore. I don't get sad, I don't cry or get mad. I also don't wonder why either, cause more then likely I will already know why and just wouldn't care. I would be happy as hell. Wanna know why? Because that would mean that they is one less person I will have to worry about keeping a friendship with. As if I worry about keeping a friendship with anyone. Heh, for all I/you could know, I might have already hated you in the beginning. Heh if I did, I would be one REALLY happy girl now wouldn't I?
So anyone that hates me or doesn't wanna have anything to deal with me anymore. Just say some damnit. Say it in my face, I won't care! I am also getting tired of having someone GOING TO SOMEONE ELSE and telling them to tell me that they don't want to be my friend anymore or hate me. I hate that! God! Don'y go to anyone else and tell them that you don't like me or whatever. What can they do about it? NOTHING! They probably wouldn't care too. So instead of being scared and a coward and going to someone else about your problems with me. Come to me, and say what you have to say IN MY FACE!
Well....any of you that is reading this and hate me. Go ahead and say it. I won't care! It's not gonna hurt my feelings at all!
~Yuri
 Yuri Takakuwa · Thu Feb 23, 2006 @ 06:37am · 0 Comments |
