ive loved the brute. ive experienced the agony. ive befriended the artificial. ive made horrible accusations on the innocent. contrary to popular belief, i am not a b***h whatsoever, its simply a lighthearted joke, get over it. you will most likely get along with me. you will adore my kind nature. you will be surprised on how quickly i can forgive you. you will take notice on how i never forget. i know exactly how i want my life to become. day by day, im becoming a better person. i have absolutely no room for fake, rude, liars. i can be an angel, or extremely bitter. i have opinions, i will express them, you will NOT succeed in silencing me. you dont have to listen, just RESPECT. i dont apologize for what i say, do, or am, EVER. just like everybody else, i have dreams and ambitions im not saying that im going to be the next president or anything knock on wood, but i would like to accomplish something of important during my lifetime i have a love for salt, to say the least i will eat salt with almost any food haha. im constantly laughing, i seriously love to laugh, make me laugh and ill be your friend forever. i cannot stand when people act serious, but are secretly joking if your joking about being serious now, how am i supposed to trust you? i do NOT like to be teased what so ever unlike alot of girls who call their friends sluts and whores i do not do that except for my best friend who my mom calls a slut but my mom calls me that to its endearing lol theres an abundance of things that annoy me and i complain to much but you take that risk in getting to know me, which your apparently interested in doing since your reading this ive noticed on alot of peoples profiles they cant stand people who dont use proper grammar, well let me tell you i mispell, mis pronounce and also dont use correct punctuation:] i have my issues with society and like to rebel every now and then but who doesnt its all in good fun. my opinions are never ending they are like a blackhole of thoughts. i screen calls. and hate sushi, but love going to sushi restaurants. sometimes i feel alone and sad, just like everybody else but for the most part im a cheery human being:] i love science and i love to learn i constantly watch the discovery channel and things like that but yet, i dislike books they bore the hell out of me lol so i guess im a fake smart person to say the least. i judge people within the first few seconds of meeting them and i keep my judgement until proven wrong, dont act like you dont do the same thing. if i can see that i dont like you, chances are youll never hear from me again unless you talk to me first. apparently, SOME people have not picked up on this little pattern of mine lol i want to get my doctorate in clinical psychology . college is something im looking forward to and drinking and drugs are not something that is a part of my life no matter how uncool it makes me ide rather be uncool then ******** up like the rest of juvenilles this world has in it. now, before you get the wrong idea, i am not saying im no where near perfect because im not, everybody has their demons to face and ive been at rock bottom a few times, but thanks to family and friends i am doing ALOT better than lets say a couple years ago. i am an extremely sexual person. another thing, im extremely open about my life some people think that might be wrong but hey its my life ill live it as far as the government lets me;] i figure your bound to find my skeletons sooner or later what better way to hear the latest gossip than from the horses mouth right? right. i would love to live in japan or the uk probably the uk because i like it more. please, if your a fake idiot leave your s**t at the door because i have really NO time to deal with drama and especially myspace drama, get over yourself if you think your cool for sending hatemail, glaciers are cool. not humans, kay thanks. ive said in the past that im pro anorexia but im trying to get over all that and become a better, more confident person, and i will try and help you do the same, all you have to do is ask okay? i will help you with any problem you have or if you just need a little honest advice because what is myspace for again? friends<3 i am more down to earth than i come off, i promise you that. i was totally born in the wrong era. i absolutely adore the 70s. now alot of people have said "oh wow, ide thought youd be stuck up since you have so many friends!" the whole point of me having alot of friends is to get to know you. just remember, im a person just like you if theres anything special about me, thats for YOU to decide that would be incredibly conceited if i thought highly of myself for no reason. i havent really done anything of importance. im just a normal person who talks alot hahaha. but, i am kindof fun to talk to and i wouldnt mind holding a conversation with you because lets face it, what else are we gonna do except homework hahhh<3 i felt like writing a new and updated about me because the old one was again, taken and i got sick of it i realize its just going to keep happening but, so be it. its just a chance for me to realize im growing as a person. i love going to themeparks and getting my face painted and acting like im 5 years old again, if you just take the time to relax and really NOT CARE what others are going to think, i almost gaurantee youll be a happier person, its truely an amazing feeling. fish and rejection are my biggest fears, and im slowly getting over fish but still cant handle rejection. a couple more true friends would be lovely but i can wait on those because i have someone who is the best, and truely most beautiful person alive, amber<3 shes always been there for me, shes family in my eyes. and like ive said before, if you wanna be friends with me buy me a raspberry snapple, and your good to go! haha. Oh! you didnt know?! im bilingual, i speak b***h and c**t quite fluently so if you decide to mess, watch your back love<3 theres still so much to be said, so leave me a comment and get to know me<3 bye for now, possibly more later. Quote of mine: "Just know every time you put me down or tell me i wont accomplish a goal of mine or i don't matter that just gives me motivation to prove you wrong, which i can and will do. last but not least, just so you keep this in mind, i dont trust ANYONE anymore. NO ONE i dont care who the ******** you are.
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