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The only way to make her hear me and listen to me is if I put my voice a tiny bit higher, and then she says i don't listen to her~ phft why is she such a (enter word here)? God... can't she understand that I have problems and she's in denial and can't see it. She wouldn't even take me to the doctor to find out what was wrong with me when I was vomiting at least twice a day. She hates me and I wish I were dead but if I go kill myself... my dad would kill himself to get to hell and kill me again for hurting my mum. ITS HER FAULT NOT MINE
Why can't they just leave me alone in peace? All I want is to be left alone. There's some really sharp knifes in the kitchen that can do a lot of damage. They are first on my hit list. Its never to early to become a murderer.