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hey guys!

you know, sometimes, i feel like a total nerd! i forget to comb my hair, i'm a total KJ to my brother, when i have nothing to do, i just take out a notebook and start writing a story, or a fanfic! is that what a nerd is? i doin't think i have an exact or clear definition of a nerd. but my classmates call me one. and when someone does call me a nerd, i take it in as a compliment, and not as an insult.

but there are times when i become quiet. even if everyone is having fun, shouting, talking so much, i just keep quiet. you know, everyone else is so noisy, or jumpy, i'm just calm. that happens a lot in my school. i guess i just don't know how to feel what they feel. or i'm just not in the mood. i'm usually like that at school. silent, don't want to talk about anything. do you think that's the reason why i don't have much friends? i do have friends, but just a few.

got any suggestions on how to be a people person?

ahhhh, a new day, a new chance of DYING!!!

OMG! i can't believe classe will be starting on Monday! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

What do i do?

should i panic?!

i haven't even prepared my stuff!

what if i forget something and i embarass myself and then no one will ever talk to me!

it's so unfair for us kids if they start classes on the first week of JUNE!

but it's just right for my mom coz it's a private school and mom totally paid them a lot!

oh well. i guess i just gotta trust my instincts and try to make friends without blowing it! God, help!

thnx, bye!

HEY GUYS. I have the good news(for me) and the bad news. The good news is I'm finally transfering from my school of baddies, PUP! yey me(i'm never doin' that again). the bad news is i forgot to claim my costume from my classmate who borrowed it. anyway, i promise myself this is gonna be the best school year of my life! and if it isn't gonna be my best school year of my life, i will kill myself or kill the person who ruined it for me.

i hope i forget my old classmates, but i never wanna forget my friends there of course. but for this school year, i'm gonna try to stop being so anti-social! i mean, what the heck is wrong with me?!

the principal in my new school assured me that the people in GLCA are the friendliest. hmm, i guess i'm gonna have to practice connecting with other people. got any tips for me?