Life is so hard sometimes....... And to be honest things just dont go the way you want them to. We all have been through some hard times and sometimes we want to do something stupid when we're upset. But if your mentality is where its supposed to be you should know that at that moment your upset and nothing can make it better... but a few minutes later things will be better and you'll be happy yet again. You can control your life but sometimes its just like love.. you cant control that... and sure you may as well think that nobody understands you because they're not going through what you are... but sometimes you dont need someone to understand you... they cant really help you..... you just have to solve things yourself. But if there is someone willing to help then take they're help. This may seem typical for an adult to say because we may not at the moment be going through what you are but always remember that at some point we were teenagers as well and we understand how it feels. And we ALWAYS found our way out of the problem or situation. That is why today i write this to you guys and hope that you will read it and not make that stupid second choice when life brings you down......