Breakthrough 1

I dont really understand it at all, the feeling lodged in my chest. I feel this blissful nostaliga. but it doesnt leave me. The permanent smile on my face feel so good, but I dont know where this love has came from, nor who it belongs to. Maybe this is the calling from it to say its ok to open up and love someone now. But who can I love, I may be 16 but truthful choices of someone who will treat me right and this will last for a while... there arent many choices out there. Maybe if time permits, i can look, hopefully I can find him...hopefully..where ever he is, i wont stop looking till I find him... I'll know its him when I feel it...deep in my heart...