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Dear Gaia,

Okay, okay. I didn't keep up to the daily part of the daily journal but I did think about it. I actually thought about what I was going to said yesterday but I just didn't type it up.

I went driving today again. I'm getting better. I actually get somethings. I still get nervous when I do things wrong. I just happen to press on whatever pedal my foot is on when I hear my brother's voice because normally, it would be saying, "Gas it." or " What are you doing? "

My books didn't come in the mail again. I'm kind of scared somebody took it from the backyard if the mailman already left it here. But I live in a very safe neighborhood. The car was left with it's door unlocked but it was still there in the morning, it was even untouched.

I don't really like life right now. I know, I have it easier than so many more people but I just... I'm a lazy person. I go to school. I hate school but I don't work. I go rather okay in school. I don't study but I barely ever fail. I don't like criticism. I get upset. I think that's a description of about half the people in my school. Nothing makes me more special than other people.

Oh wait, I'm very low maintenance. Well most of the time. I don't need a boyfriend. I'm perfectly fine if I'm alone. Heck, I'm good if I don't have my friends. It's hard on them but it's true. They're great friends; it's just me that doesn't need the connection they give me. I like it but I don't need it. I have two best friends. They don't know each other. They've seen each other once but I doubt they remember each other now. I can spend a day without talking. I could go longer but class and bus makes it hard to not even say thank you.

Love,
Tina.