This journal contains explicit content that may be insulting to ones physical and mental well being. Know that I didn't make this journal just to hurt panzy readers.
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Your Opinion doesn't Hurt me...
I understand how those who claim they have no emotion or it doesn't bother me feels. The simple fact is that the statement is bullshit. As I type I'm contradicting my self because I'm the very being guilty of saying it. I care, I just choose not to show it on a surface. It fazes me when people criticize me. Its natural human nature to care no matter how apathetic you are. The simple fact is, if you have a returning opinion about it. What they said bothered you in someway. The fact is you are just to blind to see how or to far in denial to actually state how you feel. It takes apathy to admit that you feel and choose to suppress it. Honestly, if you really didn't care what people said, you wouldn't have any since of belonging and well you truly fulfill the life is pointless phrase. An emotion is what develops your moral, goals, likes, dislikes, style and existence as a whole. So before you run around firing your tongue "I don't care” It doesn't matter what you say” I don't have emotion"ect... Just remember you are lying to yourself.
 Lord_of_Naught · Mon Sep 07, 2009 @ 06:22am · 0 Comments |
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Why do I hate the world???
Well, its a touchy subject at that people are always torn into groups when it boils right to the grain. Either, you are the one they claim to be the emo who hates the world. Or you are the jerk saying thats who they are. Or you are simply the smart debater who can respectfully understand why and may hate it as well.
My reason for hating lots of people are complex, yet simple in the same matter. Honestly, when I say I hate the world thats a bit of unrecited anger that I partially blame anyone tweaks me emotionally. A phrase that forces its way out the confines of my mind at the very chance it can. Now the reasonable form for me hating things is how seemingly Everyone seems to attack me about how I feel. They are the same people whom may suggest I'm an idiot when they've never listened to how I fealt about the matter. Its partially because of the criticizing idiots like that the world can't be happy with itself. Why we have conflict and issues in the first place. If we could be like the third party in this constant feud of the three maybe the world would be better. But, I hate the un sportty critisism I get for feeling this way in the first place. The insensetive jerks like my self who say you should kill yourself aren't able to openly accept that everyone has a different brain pattern. Has anyone ever stop to think maybe they are scarred maybe the natural curiosity of the human mind enables them to do so. Maybe they have a reason to live? You'll never know. Everyone takes things at a different way. So that kid who is just a guy who wants to be loved and is now emo will always be seen the wrong way because the accusers simply are not that person. You'll never truly understand why I hate the world till you've seen the world the way I see it. I'll never be able to understand why you are such an a** and just can't agree to disagree and accept my ways and go on in life. Life wasn't meant to be understood completely if it was our perspective would fall to peices and we'd all loose that simple urge to cling to the life that is lived meaninglessly. While I have the perspective of two I can never say that I'm the accusing idiot. I am able to accept an opinion and agree to disagree. Does it mean that we shouldn't conflict no.. But, it does mean that you should be more rational and more understanding and maybe that person like me can go to not hating the world. You aren't helping when you down me and criticize me. Thats the point of this rant and I've said in stone. Remember I'm open to comments and will have a sportsman like debate with you. Maybe you can change how I feel.
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