the love i lost
i don't know how she works her mind is as a maze i well never escape i only know what she tells me. she says its not the time she says she doesn't know what she wants. i tell her i well wait for her till the end of time, but her mind is set and i well no longer wait for i know i well never have her. the one thing in this world i desire more then my own life. i well leave this world in a place of pain. i know some were in her heart that i well have my place but i wont more i want to be loved i wont to be cared for like anyone who wants to live i know my life means nothing without my other part if only she felt as i do. she would make me whole but aliases i am not so to my death i plunge into the dark abbess to be embraced by death and and the night mothers kiss she awaits her child touch only to know he has returned to the earth from pain and sorrow. good by to those who knew me maybe ill see u on the other side or in a knew life but know this i die in her mind as i die in life alone with fear and pain for all that I've known my dream was shattered and happiness well never be mine
