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I can't stand this anymore.
You let me in,
then closed the door.
You tell that me that i made the mistake,
of taking you in and trying to keep you in place.
You say you were always meant to fall,
but with you gone I'll lose it all.
I can't believe that you would let life go.
Even when i love you so.
There's nothing i want to do without you.
If you feel the same,
give me a clue.
And even when i feel that way,
i don't know why i can ever stay.
I'm left behind and pushed away.
When I need you most,
you're hard to find.
It is like you run from me
and come at me from behind.
Without you i can't make it.
But with you,
you steal my heart and break it.
I try to leave,
still i can't escape.
You still deceive,
still leading yourself to the same fate.
Why do i still stay right here?
Is it because when you leave I'm in fear?
But one thing i can promise too,
is that no matter what I'll stay with you.
~ heart ~