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Why Am I So Upset Over Some Guy?
Just like the title says.
Why Am I So Upset?
I really don'tknow why I'm so upset over this guy. I mean, just because he was my everything, and my life, doesn't mean that I should be so upset. Ugh, why do guys have to be so copmlicated?
I would have done anything for him, and he knew it. I really truely loved him. And if I believed in the whole love at first site thing, then I would definitely say that this was love at first site.
He was so perfect. In everyway imagineable. I couldn't have asked for anything better. And I wouldn't change a sing;e thing about him. Except that he was a flirt. And a bad one at that.
Then it happened. I moved. And it wasn't the, "Oh I'm moving to a new house that's right down the street." It was the "I'm moving half way across the country and don't even know it" move. I had no idea about it. All I knew was that things were never going to be the same again.
Well, we tried. And tried and tried and tried. We tried for about 4 years. And I guess he just got tired of trying. So we broke up. Then the next day he got a new girlfriend. And natrually he told me, so I wouldn't find out some other way. So natrually, I was so devestated, and totally heart broken.
I still don't know why I'm so upset. I really wish I knew. But maybe I do.
He wasn't just some guy. He was the love of my life. He was my everything. And I told him that I didn't know what I would do without him. And I knew all along what I would do. I would go crazy. And I think I've finally gone crazy. He's still in my life. We're still friends. It's just hard.

If anyone knows a way to help me move on,
Even just a little bit,
I will really like some advice.
thanxx.
Til then,
peaces. <3


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