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hmmm i started using this site about last year i think..... so i could be closer to a couple people y'know? but now i got no more people to be close too good thing i guess. but it gets lonely sometimes, but i must look at the positives i have i don't gotta spend money on anyone, i can do what i want when i want twisted but i think a lot and wonder if i have so many evil or disturbing thoughts should i even be this earth anymore? cause if all i can do is cause pain why am i here? referring myself as a god? siiigh i hate thinking sometimes