I'm trying to make an habbit for writing here everyday because after yesterdays rant i felt better for about fifteen minutes. (though that was after crying again)
Today's been a tad better, i suppose i got paid from one of my part time jobs and it turns out that Orange the phone company have been charging me £30 a month for a phone i dont even have anymore so after tears and nearly an hour on the phone turns out its all their fault and i'm getting all £420 that they've taken from me back in the next few days which means no more worrying about how i'm meant to pay my rent. So that is one big stone of worry i dont after to carry round any more. but i did end up having a big asthma attack once finding out how much they'd actually taken from me, ended up in the walk in center (like an off hours doctor) and the're abit worried that my inhalers aren't working like they should and they';re going to monitor me and if i have more then four asthma attacks between yesterday (tuesday) and friday they're going to start looking into different inhalers that will prevent me having these attacks because at the end of the day all it takes is a massive attack and to end up in hospital for a few days which i dont want at all!
Another almost kinda good thing would be i've managed to get an asisgnement done, and only got one left however the one left is like 4000 words and only three weeks to write it which is alittle scary.
mood: slightly calm still panicky
Today's been a tad better, i suppose i got paid from one of my part time jobs and it turns out that Orange the phone company have been charging me £30 a month for a phone i dont even have anymore so after tears and nearly an hour on the phone turns out its all their fault and i'm getting all £420 that they've taken from me back in the next few days which means no more worrying about how i'm meant to pay my rent. So that is one big stone of worry i dont after to carry round any more. but i did end up having a big asthma attack once finding out how much they'd actually taken from me, ended up in the walk in center (like an off hours doctor) and the're abit worried that my inhalers aren't working like they should and they';re going to monitor me and if i have more then four asthma attacks between yesterday (tuesday) and friday they're going to start looking into different inhalers that will prevent me having these attacks because at the end of the day all it takes is a massive attack and to end up in hospital for a few days which i dont want at all!
Another almost kinda good thing would be i've managed to get an asisgnement done, and only got one left however the one left is like 4000 words and only three weeks to write it which is alittle scary.
mood: slightly calm still panicky
