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*kiss the rain*


i often close my eyes
and i see your smile
you reach out for my hand
and I'm woken from my dream
although your heart is mine
its hollow inside
i never had your love
and i never will


and every night
i lie awake
thinking maybe you love me
like I've always loved you
but how can you love me
like i love you when
you can't even look at me straight in the eyes


I've never felt this way
to be so in love
to have someone there
yet feel so alone
aren't you suppose to be
the one to wipe my tears
the one to say that you would never leave


the water's calm and still
my reflection is there
i see you holding me
but then you disappear
all that is left of you
is a memory
one that only exists in my dreams


i don't know what hurts you
but i feel it too
and it just hurts so much
to know that i can't do a thing
and deep down in my heart
somehow i just know
that no matter what
I'll always love you

so why am i still here in the rain..