Lately I've been feeling like crap. No really physcally(Execpt for today xP), but mentally. I really hate how I screw up peoples lives, trying to find my own. I've tried takeing all the oppertunites I can but everytime it just hurts me worse. Of course anyone who dose read my journals or just thins one, will most likely think I'm some stupid girl who needs to shut the hell up and get a life. Well, my reply to that, I've tried keeping things to myself but that only makes this worse for me and soon to others. Also, I swear to god if anyone gives me crap about geting a life..GHA!!! You people think I'm not trying!!! Life is f-ing hard for me no one gets that. Gha, this is so stupid to type but I want to get it out partly...
 shadowrules13 · Tue Dec 01, 2009 @ 10:04pm · 0 Comments |
