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Going though life without Phoenix69AZ... My best friend, Phoenix69AZ, is moving away within three days. I will deeply miss her. No. Probably deeper than that. I just wished that my parents would've let me go to the beach with her last Saturday... but, oh well. *sigh*... frown... cry... sob.

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Part 3... sort of.
Okay so the rest of the story was that my mom wakes me up fifteen minutes after ten and I ate dinner. I went to gaia after that and found Phoenix69AZ not logged in. I left her a message saying that I was sorry that I was an hour late and all. I still felt depressed although I felt like I still had some more tears available in me to escape. I kept telling myself that she will come back and we'll talk in gaia and text each other. but then, I wondered how will I go through the rest of the one week and a half of school without her? i will probably wait for her in the halls and forget that she left for Arkansas. But then I asked the same question from this morning to myself, Is it harder to accept to move to another place or to watch your best friend move away?
I knew how it felt to leave some people behind, but never a person leaving me. i thought that it was "Your best friend moving away" part, but I was still testing myself. I wasn't so 100% sure yet. So... I'm gonna continue testing myself for the next week and a half. After that... I will probably know.

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