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So my boyfriend angel just broke up with me but i think its for the better.... a drowning person cannot save another person from drowning.

he called me a "robot" and was never content with the way i chose to show affection. i figure just because were gay dosent mean we cant be guys. i need a man.

my life is spinning out of controll. i pray to god the future i see dosent come true because nothing good can come from what im doing now. i hope its a learning experience that i can take with me later in life, and somehow talkabout it.

he also asked me " all this f*%^ed up s*&^ happens to you, how do you keep living?" i replied, " death is like cashing your chips in, why would i want do do that when im in debt?" please god let tomorrow be ok for evreyone.