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“Those who betray their friends are worse then trash.”
-Anonymous

"Actions Speak Louder Than Words."
-Anonymous

"Don't settle for the one you can live with, Wait for the one you can't live without."
- Green Pea Soup

"To Talk Without Thinking Is To Shoot Without Aiming."
-Dixie Chicks (In Their Video, Not Ready To Make Nice)

"When you step to the ledge of all the light you have left, and you take that first step into the darkness of the unknown, you might believe one of two things will happen. There will be something solid for you step upon, or you will learn how to fly."

"Id much rather to be hated for who I am than loved for who Im not."

"True beauty shines from the soul and warms the world with its kindness, compassion , and integrity."

"Do not be 'against' anything. Being 'against' weakens you. Be 'for' what you want. Being 'for' empowers you."

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.


I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.


I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.


We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.


I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.


I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.


I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.


I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.


I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.


I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.


I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.


I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.


I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.


I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.


I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.


I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.


I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.


I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.


I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

With prom coming up next month I still have yet to have Doug agree to go with me. I don't know what his problem is with going to prom. He doesn't want to go, but Cynthia says that he has to go. So it is a really big issue between all of us.I have a beautiful red dress and he still wont agree to go.

Not a lot going on on my vaction. Yesterday we went to Downtown Dallas and saw the spot where JFK was shot and ate lunch at the Hard Rock Cafe. But today we went to 6 flags and rode just about EVERY roller coaster possible. wahmbulance Now that my body is back in its normal position i feel fine enough to share this with all of you. Even though the Person taht I want to share it with is in another state

Spending the summer in Texas is what is really keeping me form going completely crazy. Mainly getting away from my father is what is keeping sain. But being in Texas does have it's bad side because I don't get as much of a chance to talk to my boyfriend as I normally would, so now he is moping around his house with almost nothing to do. Hey it could be worse than it already is but that doesn't really matter as of right now, does it? heart biggrin

To many people I'm just a selfish little brat that has no life. But for those of you that know me the real me not the one that I put on for show. My life is a living HELL with guys stalking me for pics of my chest, my classmates calling me a lesbian, my father blaming me for everything that gose wrong. Not being able to stop it is what stops me from doing the things taht I really want to do. Like going to my friends, shopping, reading my book, gaining some one's trust, just being myself. The real me the me that few people know about. For those of you that think that I'm a teasing little b***h don't know me for who I really am. cry

In one of my other entries I made a remark about following your heart. But the ones that I have in my heart will never follow their heart even if it does point towards me. In return I never really trust anyone with my heart. heart