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Story of my..........

"I dont wanna lose you as a friend." "Im not looking for anyone right now." "I just got out of a bad relationship." I hear these answers all the time so much i can narrorate when they are gonna say it. Its wierd because not too long after they are in a relationship with a guy that in your head posses the question, what does he have that i dont have? The eternal question unanswerd just my luck i guess. Have you ever just sat in a park for an hour or to and just watched people (Couples to be more specific)? Do you sit there and watch then kiss hold hands and talk and in the back of your mind your like "get a room"? Then you catch your self and notice your jelouce of people you dont know or what they have. No? I have, Maybe i need some mental help yea well so does everyone else. I think to my self mybe im too nice so i flip the script i change but does it work not a chance. You often hear this one word "chemistry" could it be that i am uncompadable with 100% of the female population that has to be it. I guess Ill keep searching. Oh look theres a girl! Hey how are you im.... "Im taken sorry" Story of my... You cant call it a life if you've never lived so what would you call it?