heart i'm not sure where to begin but i guess anywhere is a good start. over the past year's with you, I have been having a great time. I have learned much about myself and my emotions. There are many question's before me that i have been thinking deeper and deeper into. I have relized many things that have helped me become a better person thank you. Now then the point of this letter is not to hurt you its not to make you feel guilty but to finialy tell you whats inside me.
heart what i am about to write needs to be said i am sorry for all ot this. i have cired for hours in my bed not able to sleep. almost every day i have to beat back the urge to kill myself indifferent ways. some nights i have found myself with a knive in hand. I am still in pain that i can not discribe. even to this day when i look at your picture, i cry.
heart with all this pain something greater was given. after all these years your voice is the sweetest thing i have ever heard. it makes my heart race and my body relax. the things you can do to me are never ending. it brings me great joy to know you and to be able to talk to you.
heart thank you for taking your time and reading this. and i hope you write back. i hope we will be friends forever and that we have lots of fun doing it.
heart Forever yours
heart heart christopher kazilas
bear of the black cross
· Wed Jul 07, 2010 @ 07:33am · 1 Comments