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i know its been awhile but i gotta spill my guts to someone and noone will lisgten. i started dateing this guy i really love him and yesterday i found out he is dateing me and his ex at the same time. he told me he cant leave her because he dosent want to hurt her and she said if he left she will kill herself. he also told me he wants to be with me and shes never online dont leave him so i didnt but the truh is he always wants to cyber with me..........im not a big fan of cyber im really aginst it but i do because he wants to. it kinda makes me feel like thats all i am to him... i think about killing myself too but i wolnt i have him and my friends to live for not like they need me but one day they might and ill be there i wolnt give up i dont want to hurt my friends ever. my heart is so hallow i feel like im sinking in a cold dark abyss and no one is there to help me the othy thing that keeps me going is my want to make my friends happy i pull myself up but im looseing grip but i will never breaki promised people close to me ill always be there the worls will throw its worst but i will never turn and run please do not pitty me for this is the life i have chosen i have decided to put others first and to live for those close to me. credente · Tue Apr 28, 2009 @ 09:47pm · 0 Comments


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