Dear Journal,
I have never felt like this. I feel empty, I feel like I make mistakes all the time, and that no one will ever care. And, finally, one person cares and he is never online anymore. I miss him so much, I want him again. To hold me again.
But, that's here online. In my real life is just a big mistake I feel like the clouds are slowly turning black aganist me. It rainind today, I sat in a puddle just letting it the rain and sorrow fall on me.