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I feel as if this pain wont end
Wave after wave of pain
Suffering unbearable thoughts
Why cant I have a normal life!?
Why must I be taunted but death every day!?
Why does he knock at my door just to scare me!?
Can I not be loved instead of hated!?
Life is always throwing curve balls my way
It is as if since I dont believe in god...he despises me
He spits on me and walks upon me as if I were dirt
Am I a rag used to wash dirt away...Then thrown away
I just wanna be treated as a person loved and be able to love in return
Life hurts as does a blade both scar physically but more mentally
It will never get better I might aswell die...just die