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my future brother-in-law got married yesterday. had it not for her sister's persuasion, he would not have invited their parents.

such utter disrespect. makes my blood boil.

when time comes, i hope i have enough patience for his immaturity.

still...

he has his reasons, i'm sure.

playing rose online...

i died over four times before i went up one level. soooo not good.

not my ideal playing day.

anyway, saw my mother today. glad she's doing fine.

playing rose online... maybe i should make a fanart out of this. biggrin

i like the character designs. pretty straightforward.

i definitely must make a fanart out of this.

hmmm....

...a little letter that will never be sent, for my bestfriend whom i will never get to speak to again...

dear bestfriend,

happy happy birthday! i hope all's well there wherever you are. it's been almost a month since we promised to never speak nor write to each other again. it's been really hard for me, and too many times i've been a breath away from dialing your number or clicking the send button to your email, but i guess my promise still stands firm.

and you've kept your promise as well. i never doubted you could -- i've always had faith in your strength and stubborness. i know, without a doubt, that you can do anything and everything -- including burying me forever in forgotten memories.

and so in this special day, i content myself to conjuring all the memories i have of you, and play them in my mind like a never-ending symphony of smiles and laughter.

today, i thank the Powers that be for blessing my life with someone like you. i may be a mere ghost to you now, but for me you will always be my bestfriend.

take care always.

my new blue flame-thingy sleeveless shirt comes really cheap, but i really don't mind. i think i'll stick to this simple look for a while (like i have a choice, knowing i'm still dirt broke sweatdrop ). besides, i've yet to spot a clothing combination that would make me say "aha! that's it!".

thanks, hitokiri_fox_vamp_jas, for helping me enable my PM (darn me wretched noobiness!). biggrin

i wish i have more time to go online. the RPGs here are awesome and well-written, if only you have the patience to sift through everything. i'm itching to join one, but time issues still compromises my commitment.

played pROSE online (Philippine Rush on Seven Episodes) last night for 3 hours, and got my character to level 11 Hawker. but now i cannot connect. *sob*

have you heard of ROSE online? i'm trying it for the first time tonight. *big grin*

this country i'm living in is going down the drain.

sigh.