Hello there, fellow Gaia obsessed people. Lately I've been thinking that I can't deal with my life anymore. I have to deal with school, my parents, my brothers, and the fact that the girl I wish I had wants someone else. It just plain sucks.
Okay, my mom's driving me to school and asks me if I did my homework last night. I say yes and she says, are you sure? I say yes again and she yet again says, are you sure? So i get a little sarcastic and say, nawwww, i just forgot that I wrote it down in my planner even when I checked it. Then she starts yelling at me and I'm like, mom it's only a joke. She can't take a joke, nope. She won't frickin shut up, so I'm all like, god, mom why do you yell at me over a simple comment. She says, cuz you're out of control! You never succeed at anything, you will never have a life! All you do is sit on the computer and talk to your friends and read manga! I just stare at her and say, that's it. This is enough. I get out of the car and walk the rest of 4 and a half minutes to school.
I can't take this anymore. To add on to it, my brothers constantly annoy me, and one acts like he's a complete retard. Randomly he'll start singing opera about his ugly fat cat. I wish he'd just shut up sometimes. Of course when I ask him nicely to be quiet, he just looks at me like I'm an idiot and yells, no!
But there is some good in this. Me and my friend have uploaded 2 videos to youtube, and my dad's really cool about doing stuff with me. Maybe I'll have a talk with my mom about this and start moving in the right direction.
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