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I love you, I love you
I love you, I love you
So let's start anew

I love you, I love you
Until the day I die
I love you, I love you

So don't say I didn't try
I love you, I love you
With all of my heart
I love you,I love you
Until death do us part heart

I love you, I love you
Even longer than time
I love you, I love you
By the bell times chime heart

I love you, I love you
From so far away
I love you, I love you
So I cannot stay sad

I love you, I love you
Even when your broken
I love you, I love you
My confession unspoken

I love you, I love you
And I want you right now redface
I love you, I love you
Even though I shouldn't know how sweatdrop

I love you, I love you
Oh so possesively
I love you, I love you
Oh so obssesively heart

I'll love you, I'll love you
Forever and always
I love you because you
Set my frozen heart ablaze redface

broken, shattered, scared and unsure
I didn't know what to do
the pain in my heart was unbearable
I even thought of taking my life
to rid of the pain

Days,weeks and months passed
and still the pain remained ...

You found me still broken on the ground
you stuck my broken shards
and made me hope, that maybe...someday

It took you some time to finally completely fix me
I learned that there is good out of life
not just bad...

My prayers had been answered
Instead of tears of depression
I'll cry tears of joy, now that
you fixed my broken heart

So thank you, thank you
You're my reason for living
My world
Oh, how much I love you
Saving me from the darkness
that I no longer fear...not while you're here redface

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mY d3aR fR!enD...
! n3v3r wAnT 2 l0s3 u
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!'lL pR0t3cT u...43v3r
aNd 3v3r uNt!L ! d!3...

Where r u and what exactly r u doing??
R u somewhere far away beyond those clouds and sky??

I had lost everything, dearest 2 me, everything that built my heart
and now after losing everything, i realize-
all of these smiles that u had brought 2 my face

the burden of the losses were more that i could have bared
I struggled...and struggled; why can't i take it back??
all of these things that i have lost in the past

i began 2 feel as if i couldn't breathe, stranggled by the loneliness
my heart almost got crushed by the horrid feel
but-my memory will always remind me of that smiling face
and that will always encourage me 2 keep moving on

2gether let's return 2 that time back then
i assure u that will be alright this time...

so thank you, thank you, 4 all u've done 4 me,
u saw me broken and fixed me no matter how long it took
i'll never 4get u,
! L0v3 u...

Master or slave?
She asked me one day
I turned to her
Not knowing what to say

Would I make a fair master?
Would I be selfish and mean?
Would I laugh at my subjects?
As they wash and they clean

Would I make a good a slave?
Would I be obedient and kind?
Would I listen to others?
And act like I don't mind

Would I live up to expectations?
Most certaintly not!
Following the status quo
Would leave me distraught

I've made up my mind
It's neither nor both
Because I'm my own sect
I see the most growth

I wish I could answer
Without speaking in a rhyme
But somehow I know
It'd be a waste of time

A master I am not
A slave I can't act
I'd rather be perfectly centered
And my friend that's a fact

Take one step
Away from home
Two steps
Your all alone

Three steps
Your finally gone
Four steps
To a place you belong

Five steps
Don't be afraid
Six steps
You'll have to behave

Seven steps
There's nothing but dark
Eight steps
Take aim and hit the mark

Nine steps
Your no farther than where you began
Ten steps
Go back to the time before you began

No steps
Will lead you nowhere
So take a step
But be careful the world isn't fair

My tears are falling
Onto the gound
My hands are calling
But you don't hear a sound
My mind races
Never getting anywhere
I see their faces
Looking on with despair
My knees sway
Buckle and fold
Your body thrown away
Alone and cold
My arms wrapped around
Myself like a blanket
Seeing you beaten on the ground
I know you won't make it
My heart pounds
For me to reach out
I know it won't help
It's my sanity i doubt...

One step forward
Two steps back
I look at it now
To see what I lack

I'm not very brave
I'm not very strong
But I thought if I tried
That'd I'd move along

It isn't easy
I know that now
So I'll try to change
But I don't know how

After awhile
I'll come back and begin
Even I'f I fall
I'll get up again

Stand forward
Feet apart
Don't look back
Or you'll never start

Look ahead
Be prepared
If you stumble
You won't be spared

Open your eyes
And truly see
You won't have any help
At least not from me

It hurts me now
To see you go
But if you stay
You'll never know

So cross your heart
And count to 10
Take a step
And then begin

Your journey is far
You know its true
I'll count the days
Until I finally see you...

Do you ever not fit in?
Do you ever want to cry?
Thinking you'll never be accepted
So you never even try


Do you ever lie your head down?
Do you ever shut your eyes?
Just wanting to be somewhere else
So the day can't begin

Do you ever feel frustrated?
Do you ever feel sad?
Wishing not to feel anything
But not knowing that'd be bad

Do you ever envy others?
Do you ever feel alone?
Needing to do something new?
Be a star that's never shone

Do you ever want to write?
To put your feelings down
Do you really want to be here?
Unmoving on the ground cry cry