[Hour 14:00]: I look upon the sea, Your reflection is still gleaming on me. The vines hold you tight just out of reach I ask. If i never reached out would this song be playing in my mind... would I have a better life time? Could I forget?... No... I am mistaken... I can never forget.. You are still my light you still...
[Hour 14:30]: As that song still played in my mind I look upon your picture I still hold in my mind Crumpled torn and yellowed at the edges... Slowely im losing your face... My friend walked behind me and said "I know its hard but you must get up, Im here for you till the end... You can count on me." I looked at him and thought for a minute standing up looking around me there was seashells. I looked in his eyes and punched him in the cheek knocking him tot he ground grabbing a sharp seashell slitting his neck. He died then and there I looked at my hands... I am a murderer... With that I ran to my home.
[Hour 17:01]: I look at this picture still now with a spill of blood on the left side. Ive gotten a sound in my head too, With a body in my arms. when you can look at them all let them die alone you know you can wait. Let them see the colorful light, I can make it alright. A gun in my hand I see the light flash by me her picture with her writing on the back...
I will never forget that sig... Nor will i forget when she gave me it first...[Hour 30:00]: I started to see red again everything changed the pictured faded all i would see was Lve U on the signature in my mind now I have no slept in 30 hours... I am hurting all over... on the inside is melting... I see her blue eyes sill in my mind looking through me ... spliting me open...
[Hour 61:00]: I knew This journey will not last much longer... I climb tot he top of a building and look off the edge I see the ocean ahead... The only thing that kept me from her... The Only one that kept me awake...I sit on the edge of the buildings roof a 1 foot long plat form ontop... I know dreaming would kill me... I look behind me and thought i saw somthing. but it was not there... I left that day and came back the next...
[Hour 85:59]: I hear a loud noise form the back when i look I see her... The picture came back to me... I feel her presence... All of my memories came back... I see myself kissing her... as she walks toward me placing her hands on my shouldering pushing me off... This was the end...
[Hour 86:00]: SPLAAAAAAAAAAT
Was this all a dream? Could I wake up now?... No... I supose not...
