I had the worst day ever!
My spanish teacher is really getting on my nerves. She thinks we are all racist because we do not understand her accent. Come on it isn't our fault that we have never lived in spain and aren't used to that kind of accent. Anoter thing she does is she'll assign us something to do and then five minutes before class is over she will go around to correct it and she will tell us that we did the wrong assignment...like what the hell! We did the assignment that you told us to you idiot! And my study skills teacher wont let me sit where i want to because i cant go out and buy a stupid folder because my stupid mom grounded me.
This guy named Chris asked me out and he is my friend and all but i don't know if i am ready to date yet and i do not see him that way. So i was going to find a way to let him down easily...but at lunch i was wearing my friend's motorcycle helmet and chris was hitting it. I told him to ******** stop it and he hit it harder and ended up cracking my neck. So now i am not talking to him because my neck is killing me and he knows the answer to my question...jackass. >.> But all my older friends are really protective of me cause i am the "baby" in the group so they kicked his a** and forced him to say sorry. It was quite funny lol XD
My parents are driving me crazy! But then again...who's arent?
And last but not least...i cant get my stupid ex boyfriend out of my head. I am constantly thinking about him and it is driving me crazy! So many thngs remind me of him and i know i need to get over it but it is hard! I really did love that boy...and i still do. But then here is where it gets confusing...i am starting to totally fall in love with a guy that i can't be with because he lives hella far away. So my feelings are all weird and messed up right now. I think about my ex and then i think about the guy and then i cry cause that's what i do when i get confused. And now i am getting jealous because my ex most likely already has a new girlfriend. Urgh never fall in love cause most of the time it sucks!
Well i have a headace now .
...later!
Lost and confused >.<
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