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gahh!! these past three days, don't get me wrong were the shitt! they f*ckin rocked! but the night times just suck f*ckin a** :[[
like i've been having almost demonic nightmares that involved stupid stuff, the virgin mary, and all that crap. it's ******** weird...and it scares me half to death most of the time. they don't make sense when i tell them to people cause then they'll just usually say that's a weird dream and just ignore it. but i really think there is some sort of eaming behind these dreams i've been getting..like seirously.
okay i'm not gonna talk about the whole new york one cause that was just a nightmare, and i've already interpretted it. it wasn't that hard lol, but this one i didn't get at all. i had it the night from two days ago
okay, it was me + the band in our stupid new york trip, but i doubt this is anywhere in new york. we were on a green open boat out on a river somewhere.. and we come across a green bridge. and the green bridge had like red support posts coming down into the water. it was old and rickety and falling apart completely. and in between the two middle support posts, there was a giant dragon/snake made as a part of the bridge. this bridge was somewhat made with an asian style, the snake/dragon had golden eyes along with golden whiskers. a red mouth, and its body was green. and you could clery see how each scale was depicted into the snake/dragon. the boat was underneath the bridge and we all stared up in amazement. (this is where is starts to not make sense, so if you could please deal with it :] )
the bridge connected two sides of a small cove facing away from the city. in the cove thing was a waterfall, the boat pulled up the right side of the cove. and we all got out. the tour guide said we can go for a swim if we wanted to. so i was in my unmentionables in the water just playing around but for some odd reason when i got out i had no clothes on? i remember asking janai for help if she could help me put my clothes back on..then jordan came up behind me and began to talk "hey sister how's i-WHOA! nevermind!" and he backed away after he saw what i was doing. janai offered to go to the bathroom to help me put my clothes on. while we were in the bathroom we heard a hissing. and we both knew what it was. somehow i managed to pull tape out of somewhere and seal every little crack closed. it was this swarm of fly things (very very similar to the one from the day the earth stood still), that ate through anything in a matter of seconds. me and janai waited it out, until we were sure they left.
we went back to the boat and there was a group of people there that had somehow survived the attack. they were all talking to each other quietly, we joined them. there was alanna, gilbert, jordan, manny, and ashley. apparently everyone else was eaten by the flies. we began to talk about what had just happened..i looked up out of boredom at the bridge and i saw a dark figure protruding out of the bridge. it looked like the virgin mary.. everyone else looked up at her, and they all died instantaneously.. but why was i still alive? she began to approach me, talking to me in a language that i did not know or speak.. the closer she got to me. i began to feel colder and colder, i was getting paler, and i could feel that death was coming to me..she was right in front of my face.. she pulled up her veil and i screamed..that's when i woke up.
the second nightmare might be a bit unsatisfying to those of you that are in band.. it happened last night. umm it was the entire band + alumni on a cruise in the middle of nowhere. on the lobby of the ship, they had an arcade where everyone was hanging out at the time. it was around or close to midnight when this happened. earlier in the day domnique had noticed something that looked like blood behind on e of the DDR machines. she had told everyone in band, before she had told any adult. I was sitting on that current DDR machine, janai and stephie were squished into the racing car seat game to the left of the DDR machine, and ashley was sitting indian style on the DDR mat. we were talking intently about what had happened, and then i feel something hug me from behind. i look up, and its eb. he greeted me with the usual HEYY NICOLEE. haha, i began to talk to him but then we all hear pollucks whistle. we go into the next room. in this room there were huge stairs lined along the while, like one of the sections in the nogales quad streched out. there were five rows. me and apparently my cousin kim was there, we sat at the end of the fourth row. some people had blanket with them cause when they heared about the news they were scared. i had my pokemon comforter, me and my cousin shared. polluck sat in a chair in the front of the room facing all of us. 'can you please scoot closer together? we're trying to keep you all as safe as possible' everyone scoots so close together that there you couldn't see a gap anywhere between us. someone walks in the room and tells polluck they found a head behind the DDR machine, but they do not mention who. the person that walked in, tried to say this in a whisper but the news echoed around the room. everyone began to look left and right for the a person that might be missing.
now, polluck is being called out into the other room. everyone began to whisper quietly, and the sound of it was comforting to me, it was like a low vibrating whisper. i began to think. the thought of dying in the middle of nowhere scared me terribly. everyone began to talk about something, but very frequently i'd hear the word 'open water'. i didn't know what it meant though.. i hid under my blanket now. amid all the talking, we hear a gunshot in the next room, and polluck's scream. i hid my head under my blanket. at this point, i couldn't see what was going on in the room. but apparently some little kid (like chuckie status) was in the room, and he did something. what i heard in response was everyone going 'awwwwwww'. 'kim? what's going on?'
'he pulled out a knife..he's walking to the third row..now he's slitting their throats'
it seemed irritatingly quiet while everyone in band saw these people die right before their eyes, and i was still hidden under the blanket.
'it's okay justine, he doesn't see you.'
he neared the end of the third row, wondering what he would do next.. i was curious. i stuck my head up because i had felt just a bit of relife when i had heared that he was killing the third row. but right when i did. he began to slit the throat of my cousin. next, was me. he slit my throat as if he was saying 'shh be quiet, it'll be okay'. and i let him slit my throat as if in response i said 'yes master'. he did this to everyone rows three and behind. i sat there for a bit and, for some reason.. i did not feel any pain. i wondered for a bit what dying would feel like, and all the things i loved about life. thinking about these things brought the thought of life into my head, in attempt to save mine. i tried pusshing my wound against my blanket as if it was a band aid. i saw my blanket begin to stain with bright red blood.
suddenly, i remembered eb. i stood up from where i was, and amongst the crowd of dying people i saw eb in the fifth row. he was turned into a half fetal position facing the left. i couldn't help but feel pity for him.. i didn't want to see him die miserable. with what energy i had left i gave him a hug. i think it registered in his mind that it was me who hugged him. i could see the blood dripping down from his neck. and i think when he registered that it was me, he tried to use all his energy left to give me somewhat of a hug back. but when i saw his arms i knew why he was weak..
his arms had been slit as well. a vertical slit down from his wrist to his elbow. not deep enough to peirce both side of his skin, but deep enough to kill major veins. he was slit this way in both arms. i guess he didn't notice cause when he saw them.. he held them up so he could see both his arms.. he began to cry... that was my cue to leave. i found an empty spot where nobody was dying. i knelt down there, and as i did. i caught the eye of the killer. he looked at me, as if he were wondering what to do with me. i said faintly, but loud enough so he could hear it 'i'm sorry'. i laid down and allowed my body to die. i pulled the blanket half way over my head, so it looked like a hood on me. i closed my eyes in attempt to hide myself form the world, but out of curiosity, i opened them just a little bit. i saw a small hand wave in front of my hood, but no one peeked in. i felt s dose of relief, but then i felt soft hands hold my neck. he gently pulled my skin a bit, and began to cut deeper into my throat. he was cutting very gently..why? when he was just about done cutting.. i began to black out.. i felt my body feel like it was bieng washed away.. as this was happening.. i could have sworn i heard the killer sob.
.. and then i woke up
can someone please help me depict what these dreams meant? i need help. please uhhh sorry if i mispelled anything, i was trying to get down everything i could remember in detail before i forgot..uh thanks..if you help :]
 chii chaan · Sat Dec 20, 2008 @ 08:28pm · 0 Comments |
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