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It’s like sitting in an empty room. The room has no light but it doesn’t feel dark.
There isn’t anyone home. Don’t try to knock. No one will answer..
I would sit on the ground and feel water all around me but it was only a few inches deep.
The water didn’t move. It made no sound..
Since I am the only one in the room and there was nothing else with the exception of water..
I would gather my thoughts and search for answers.
Thoughts gaining voices. The sound echoed through the room and me as if the thoughts were chimes from a bell…
Emotions can still reach me and I can see people in my mind. I watch them from the peace of the watery room and simply reflect on what it is I see.
Why are you looking for reasons to hate people? That person is hurt.. Why are you hurting them more? Hate.. Such a feeling.. How it engulfs everyone and eventually dies down into a relentless ember of bitterness..
I can feel the emotions gathering within the room and in my body like boiling water.
This is so stupid! I can’t see straight! I’m shaking?
The emotions then begin to engulf as if I were a peice of paper being held over roaring flames. They lick my skin hungry for my cries. There is little I can do to stop them.
Don’t cry…you’re vulnerable when you cry…
When the storm of thoughts and emotions finally cease their thundering rage over my world.. There is a calm.
Tear-like rain falls from the ceiling and my eyes… The only sound that can drown out everything else.
Time passes and the room becomes silent once again. My mind is blank and my heart wiped clean of any existing feeling.
It’s so still…
I finally get up from the ground and leave the room. Returning to reality..
 DerBunn · Wed Mar 04, 2009 @ 10:12pm · 0 Comments |
