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I stood in awe of the havok around me, the frightened faces of people running past me. I could hear
their screams as if I was miles away, I felt like I was floating as if nothing could touch me. The
shock was wearing off now and the intensity of the pain in my gut sucked the breath out of me. My
hands unconcously reached for my middle; and my eyes looked down for an instant to see the blood
I already knew was there covering my hands. As I stared into the eyes of my attacker, I couldn't help
but think to myself, How could this have happend? What had gone wrong? I close my eyes and think
back upon my life as she neared my crumpled body...
Back to when I first met HIM; for some reason HE was the only thing on my mind, I recall every moment
of that day. I remember it as if I were still standing there this very instant, the look in his eyes
the way he was so familiar to me. I slightly smile and chuckle at the fact He is all I can think
of in a moment like this, I should be asking God to forgive me, or regretting my life. But no, all
I can think of is his voice, his eyes, his calm nature when he was with me.
What was I thinking? I can't remember anymore, I feel like I am falling and I hit something hard but
I feel no pain. What are those pretty little dots? I feel as though I am drowning in luke warm water,
but I feel no need to fight it...
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