12/28/08
Dear diary,
There are so many things going on in my life right now that it isn't funny. I'm going to absolutely dread it when I have to go back to school here soon. All I want to do is sit by the computer and relax. I hate the fact that I had to move away to a completely new city and come here. I wish that I could go back to my old city. I hate this place. Now that I came here, I've realized that my life back where I used to live was'nt so bad afterall. This is horrible. I hate how I have to go to school and have to pretend to be somebody I'm not just so that people won't judge me. I don't want my friends here to get wrapped up in everything that people say like how they did at my old school. Hiding right now seems to be my best option. I am not about to come out of the closet in front of an entire school again. I've already did it once. And I know that here I most likely am not going to be accepted. There are too many judgemental people in this horrid city. I will be whoever I want to be. But nobody has to know about it. And those who already do know about it can just keep their mouths closed. Yes, I am a lesbian. But there are only a few here that know.... and as if right now, they're the only ones that need to know. I might decide to come out again eventually....but right now it seems better just to keep it in.
XOXO heart
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