"So, there is this boy, right? A COMPLETE loserface, like OMG, like, such a re re, right? Well, as it turns out, I really love the sucker, so I guess I'll keep him. Totally YOU! *weet weet*."
I've completely fallen head over heels in love with him. He makes me the happiest that I've been in such a long long time. I didn't ever really think I'd be as happy as I am now, ever again, but he definately proved that wrong. For that, I thank him. Even though distance is a *minor* issue that we have right now, it almost seems that even THAT doesn't matter. It's just something that we will get through and figure out. I feel such a strong connection with him, it almost seems unreal most of the time. He'll call the exact moment I'll pick up the phone to call him. Or we'll shoot a text at the same time. Talking on the phone, we'll finish each other's sentences, or go to say the same thing....yes, yes. It's all very cutesy, I know. Haha. Even I can't describe the feeling of how right this relationship feels. It is by far the best thing that has happened to me in a while. People around me and see me everyday [or even people that haven't seen me in a while], tell me that they have seen such an improvement in my attitude and sense of self lately. I FEEL so much better too. Okay, I'm not COMPLETELY self confident, but I'm much better off now then I was a year ago. That's for sure. I trust him with everything I have, and I know that he would never do anything to hurt me, as I would never do anything to hurt him. I truely love him to much.
I'm counting the days in which we can be together. We've talked about the future, and although it's still fuzzy and blurry round the outsides, we see one clear feature. That we both will try everything in our power to make what we have together work. If there is one thing I'm certain of in the future, it's having Brad in my life, and if all goes well; in favor of me. It will be forever. <3
I love you Brad. So much.
~Ambs
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