Been meaning to make this update for a while. I know I've been a huge pain in the a** lately, and not in a fun or cute manner. I think I've only told... 2 people bits and pieces of the reason? Either way...
My mom has breast cancer. She was in the hospital, but I've come to find out, she's no longer there. Even while she was there, the chemo apparently was not helping.
Well, I got super sad when I found out she was sleeping in a tent, out in the woods. I don';t know when that happened, but it's been going on for a minute.
Apparently, she's not there anymore either. She's with my grandmother, at her place. This made me happy to hear, since it's so cold out. However, my grandmother won't let me come visit to see them. Even for the holidays.
We haven't been on speaking terms for some time now. I love my mom, and miss her. So, my brooding isn't ALL about you guys. <-Edited for higher honesty
I'm doing my best to a better person for everybody, but obviously I falter. A LOT. Figured I'd fill anybody in who didn't know.