I cry at night when my parents fight..
they scream and tell eachother to get the ******** out....
i peek outside my door and i see my mom on the floor crying...
and dad was standing holding his keys in his left hand and than he leaves....
and i walk out asking....
are u ok mommy...
and she yells.....
yes im fine now go back to bed....but i say....
i was never asleep...
and than she looks at me with her watering eyes...
wispering...
im sorry....for ur harsh loud life.....
i say...its ok....its not ur fault....y dont u leave him..???..
and than i feel a sharp pain on my cheek and see u staring at me yelling i cant leave him...
i love him....
and than i toke a deep breath and spoke "how could u love him the way he treats u"
and than i was on the floor holding my forhead and looked at my hand relizing my forhead was bleeding...
my mother looks at me with this angry face yelling "GO TO UR ROOM AND LOCK THE DOOR SO I DONT COME IN"
so i ran back to my room....and cry still holding my forhead...and i wish and wish for my life to end.
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