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I'm feeling guilty.

Why? For the past few days I've been pulling all nighters, the next day I go to sleep around six getting up at two in the after noon, or worse going to sleep at two in the afternoon and then waking up at ten.

then I do it all again and what's worse the that? I've been gauging on food and soda in the middle of the night. Far from healthy which I'm trying to be this year. You know how some people are addict to drugs? Well I'm addicted to two things.

Music and coca-cola (coke is what I call it but people might think I use the drug).

It's a very tough habit to break. But I'll do it! My intake has gone down this year so far but it's still pretty high. And I've also been on and off with working out. Bah! It's hard to break these lazy habit's of mine but I'll do it yet!

Well in other news right now it's 5:58 in the morning here right now. Ha ha, read above, yeah the whole going to bed at two in the afternoon I did that yesterday. I don't plan on sleeping until at least seven at night so I wake up on time tomorrow.

But yeah, I'm thinking of asking Jill (art teacher) to help me out. Maybe she can give me a few fresh ideas? I'm bring this big sketchbook of mine since I've seem to lost my tiny one. I'm doing a few sketches of different things to show her and I'm going to ask her about her thoughts on them and how to get my art out there.

Her idea's are very fresh and she's a great teacher hopefully she can help me out. Though to be honest I'm a bit shy when it comes to asking teachers for help.

My face is also breaking out and when this happens I tend to be shyer redface .

Ah but as soon I'm done posting this I'm off to clean my face and get ready, do some sketches, and put on some eyeliner. Something I haven't done in ages but am willing to try again (ok so Giggles if your reading this tell me what you think, kay?) I found some great advice on how to do it which I think will help me out.

I'm post all the way to number 100 in the Gaia forum, honestly it's a bit harder then it looks because I was playing zOMG, and doing a few other things so there are these huge time gap's between every number.

Also I was playing zOMG this morning around four in the morning and this guy was being a jerk. In a nutshell he was having a hissy fit because some other person wouldn't get out of a spot he 'claimed' as his own. And the whole time he did this in shout. Man I wish I got screen cap's on it. rolleyes

Now I told him, quote, 'Hey I have a better idea how about you guys stfu because no one wants to hear it.'

I admit I was a b***h when I did that but come on - who wants to here two guys bickering over the spot. One guy was saying, 'Oh you must be either stupid or young'. Like he isn't? I bet he was a teenager. Then a few other people got dragged in along with myself.

In the end we all kinda just left it in a huff and never spoke in shout for the time we where there.

Oh there is also a great thread that you should check out,

http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/petitions/listen-to-your-users/t.43829147/

, look at it! It's a good read really. It tells you about how Gaia is ripping us off. Now before you go saying if I don't like Gaia and blah blah. I never said I don't like Gaia it's just I think some things are a bit unfair on here. Why should we pay for fish when we can get them for free? Why should we pay so much real cash from real jobs for fake items over the web that only gives us one pose?

Read it, it's an eye opener. If the link doesn't work or form then copy and paste it.

Signing out! Peace! heart

EDIT: Ok so i didn't even bother with eye make up really, just put a tiny bit of mascara on, I have this big ol' zit on my face that would take away the attention of my eyes so forget about for now! or at least until my face clears up somewhat.