I feel so torn. So, recently I became friends with this amazing, funny, and just all around perfect guy. And slowly over time, I've begun to truely yearn to be with him. He's always on my mind. Whenever our eyes meet my heart stops. He causes my heart to soar when he's around, and it to sink when he's not. Unfortunately though, I realized just how much I like him too late. The day I was going to finally confess my feelings, my friend confides in me that she loves him. So of course I couldn't ask him out. She's been my friend for a long long time and she's always nice to me; I could never break her heart like that. A week after she told me her feelings toward him, they began going out. Now they're all lovey-dovey all the time and I just don't know if my heart can take it anymore. I still like him. I know I should be happy for them, but I simply can't. It's hard to smile now when I'm with him. He still treats me the same also, which only makes it worse. Everytime he acts kind toward me, I have to bite my tongue to keep from saying that I like him, and I want him to embrace me, and take me out on dates, and always be with me...
 Sora_The_Neko · Thu Dec 23, 2010 @ 02:54am · 0 Comments |
