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Will god stop being sadistic for two seconds and listen to my cries (Please?) ,
I mean since I am a descendant of light....
help stop watching my pain.

Everyone gets a second chance,
Even though they don't deserve it,
but please listen to me?
My tears are out of pain,
not happiness.
I wish to be,
free as you.
I want the world...just once.
(For now)
Maybe its impurity,
that makes me greedy.
Or its apart of being...human.
Or somehow ,
I cant breathe...
Grant me a miracle,
and stop my heart.
Pull me out of this
Cruel world...
pull the plug!!!
Help me...?
your the only one who can save me..
Come on im waiting...
for a miracle..
of justice for my heart...
helpp....just onnnceee...?
I know everyone doesnt deserve a second chance.
but listen to me ill take it, with the sin and guilt...
HELP JUST ONCE!!!!!!
I cant go on living this wayyyy....